Good afternoon, everyone. I want to give encouragement to everyone who is being bullied. Your pain, although intense…even unbearable, will only be temporary and I do not say this lightly. I know what you must be thinking… “But she doesn’t understand! Nobody understands! She’s an adult and she doesn’t understand the hell I go through every day at school!”
I do understand because once upon a time, I was stuck in the same spot that you are in now. I know what it is like to want to smile, laugh, sing and dance and have it beat out of you. I understand the pain of wanting to believe in yourself and see your own value, only to have others repeatedly and seemingly deliberately, drum into your head that you are nothing. To want to speak and have your voice heard, only to be silenced with the threat of either physical harm, further degradation or humiliation! I know all too well the feeling of wanting to move forward and go places, only to have bullies hold you back. To want to escape the torment, only to be stuck in a toxic environment with toxic people, against your will! I know the horror of having your very existence cursed by others and to be bombarded with death threats. To be forced to sacrifice your own needs and wants for the satisfaction of others! To see others getting gratification and entertainment…all at your expense. I know what it’s like to be slapped, kicked, beaten, scorned, disregarded, walked on!
It is a feeling of being run over by a truck, whose driver then stops, throws it into reverse and backs over you again. Then the driver shifts back into drive and mows over you…yet again. Then stops the truck, opens the door, sticks his head out and asks, “Are you dead yet?”. And any signs of life…any whimper…any movement only encourages the driver to close the door, shift into reverse again, and back over you again…just keep running and backing over you until you finally succumb to the trauma and die. Yes. This is what being a victim of bullying is like. Bullies want to destroy you and it seems that they won’t relent until they are sure that they have done just that.
But know this. You will not have to deal with these people forever and Karma does repay…in spades! If you keep believing in yourself, you will go on to become successful and happy and your bullies won’t even matter to you when you do reach success. You are beautiful! You are smart! You are awesome! And one day, you will cross paths with people, who will see your worth and love you…unconditionally…just for being YOU!
Don’t give up. You are worth fighting for!